Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Unlucky 2010 / My life sucks at 14 :(

This was one of my most unlucky year or month, October, 2010. Things change, people changed, and many many other things changed. I had my most terrible mood ever the second time.

First, i'm not so close to my form 1 friends anymore cuz i had shifted class. Haiz, this was not what i wanted, seriously telling all of you. Fine, i had some new friends, ya right, first we were quite close to each other, buy lately even me myself also out of my mind don't know why we were not so close already. Haiz...

Today she had asked me to keep quiet when all of my other friends were discussing about a birthday party for my another friend. She said that i'm always complaining about eating at a expensive restaurant and din'nt like their idea and stuffs. I'm just could'nt follow them to some kind of high-classed and expensive restaurant while they can afford it while i can't.
I'm just sad bout this..., they just could'nt eat at a cheaper restaurant. If i would'nt followed them to the outing they would angry of me for being not cooperative in the planning. I knew that she was just joking but the way she said it was kept disturbing my heart everytime i think bout it.

Well..., and 'someone' which is supposed to be close to me was no longer in the category list. This person is bad from the very beginning and now is getting worst and worst and even more worst than ever ! This person had turned to a deffinitely A.I.D person.

I'm so depressed to all this stupid cases that happen to me.. )= hope things will change soon and hope October will end faster !!!!

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